You stay a bit longer and you end up hanging out with 5 of your guy colleagues. You get super drunk and have loads of fun. Slowly you start hanging out with them more and more and you become quite close as a friend group. A lot of times you end up getting drunk together and go party. You really feel like one of the guys, until you're not really anymore. One night you are hanging out with your friends, drinking loads and going dancing and one of the guys brings you to his home and you end up fucking. Next time you go out you end up sleeping with one of the others. You overhear them one night discussing who's turn it's gonna be next. When you say something about it, they say it's just a joke and you shouldn't be so sensitive. But everytime you go out they seem to get you more drunk and get more handsy. When you try to talk to them about it they call you a killjoy or a bitch. You don't want to lose your only friends in the company so you don't push back. But they seem to keep taking it further. They always say they are "just joking" or "just having fun". Slowly you allow them to do more because you don't want to ruin the mood. It starts out simple with dancing, sometimes pushing their hands in you clothes, you have some casual sex with them sometimes. But then they start to drag you to the toilets for blowjobs in clubs and start to see you as a fun little toy. Sometimes even openly discussing who gets to fuck you that night.
You go out basically every weekend. You all get drunk and it is always fun in the beginning when everyone is just tipsy. This paticular night you are at a really busy club. Most of them are off to find some girls but there's always one of the guys who stays around to entertain you. He buys you a bunch of shots and you dance until you feel almost out of yourself. Then he drags you to the toilets and he fucks your face until he comes. It's like a conselation price for babysitting you. You know how it goes, he needs to make sure that you stay around as backup. When you come back you get more shots until you can barely stand. You see two more of your friends come back. "Couldn't find pussy tonight?" "No chicks for us sadly, but the others found some, so we gotta be happy with Jenny tonight" You hear them talk in the distance and they push you into a cab and you drive to one of their houses to get fucked. It's become a strange routine somehow. In the beginning they would be a little subtle about it, would tell you how much fun you were and that you were so easy going and a cool girl. But now they don't even try to flatter you, they just push their dicks into your holes and fuck you. You always say you're not gonna come back anymore but the blackout and the fear of being alone are always just strong enough for you to come back.